There are some days that I feel inexplicably trapped by things I don't even know are there. Mondays are usually a good reason for that, with all its beginning-of-the-week drama. But even when the day is going really well, a strange moment or a sad song can just drive me to tears. And I know it's something deeper, but I don't know what it is, because the song itself is just a vehicle, not the reason. I know I'm still dealing with grief issues, but I can't find the reasons for these moments. They're just there. Or maybe I don't know what I'm looking for. Is this depression? It doesn't seem like, but these moments have been around a lot lately. It's all so strange.
